Mind wondering, losing thoughts, forgetting important things...this is how i feel when I see you or think about you! I met you and you make me smile! You are exactly what i like! Your the total opposite from me! Your controlling and agressive! Your spoiled and totally aware of your hold on me! it sounds bad but It feels so right to me! The yelling, the cursing eachother out, the fighting, and I cant forget the sex!!! I dont know what it is about you but your dominating manly attitude attracts me to you! I spent the night with you and felt amazing to only feel smaller than what i am...finding out you have a girlfrined already! when this happened I dont know! Who it is, I dont know! we been talking now for 3weeks and you have a srtong hold on me! Within those weeks I want more and more of you! and you give it to me but yet you have someone else?!?! How does this work when you want me to be YOUR NUMBER ONE!?!?! Im not sure but i do know that its driving me crazy I have no idea what to do or how to act... Im lost in a decision of morals, respect and jealousy!! All I have now is the way you made me feel the night before...Until then I just have to wait for you!

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